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Thursday, July 30, 20091:18 AM

I MiSS You!

WHO?

YOUUUUU!!!!!!
YOUUUUU!!!!!
EVERYONE!!!

haha...omg!
it's 126am n yet im still wide awake..
cm'on leha...
ue have to get to sleep...
before pl start nagg at ue...haha!
oryt2..see ue arnd peeps!
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Wednesday, July 29, 200911:29 AM
It is really irritating when this stupid blog do not allow us to upload pix...
so people...it will be rather dull..
anywae,hopefully everytg will be baq as per normal soon...
oryt...i swear this wud be rather dull..
but if ue dislike it,then spam off...
im not asking ue to read either*winks*

Currently at home again..grr...
been daes since i last spent my daes at home sweet home...
practically shocking as i din go out at all..
oh god,n headache is still tere..
i wonder what is the cause for all these..damn!


but2,ytd,indeed.FINALLY
i did went to slack for a lil while with frnvle peeps...
oh man...missing them soo much...
altho it is just for a while,it meant alot to miie...
oryt.it's all because i've been spending too much tym with hubby..
hope tt i can make it for the outing this upcoming saturday...
grr..pshal tkd org ajak..haha!
anerkann tdk tkt2 aku bz..
hees..
anywae,GFs i need a miting..
let's not tink abt all the probs tt we r facing..
exams r coming..
focus...
Meetup will be a great break=))

MISS alot of humans tho..
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when being unwell is to stay at home
Tuesday, July 28, 20093:24 PM
I am practically still unwell...
It's been daes and this headache had killed me enuf...
Maeb i need to get baq to consult the doctor again...
N I've been missing lots of classes...
I need help...hopefully classmates will help...I need help soo much..
exam's arnd the corner..
I need to pass eventhough i had never intend to be promoted to higher nitec...
Anywae quit job..2 obs are pending...got it but maeb wil be taking it up during hols...
But rayer tym...grr..anywae..
btw,WTH hell is happening to this blog?
i intend to post a pic up but cn't..dammit!
Anywae,been daes since i last met boncet...
missing hym soo much..
Missing school..
Missing GFs...
Missing ITE mates soo much...
And been wasting lots of money on bloody useless consultation...
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Sunday, July 26, 20092:18 PM
Everything had been really fine these daes...
Finally,dpt lepaskan rindu kat my fam...
N i just realised tt i onlii attend school 1 dae plus another dae for the class bonding.
damn!n now,i guess im down with fever again...
bad headache...sobs!
missing hubby soo much...
n yess...weekends have been spent with boon lay peeps..hehe..
thank ue zura sbb tmnkn gue...haha!syg kamu banget2 siik..
but indeed i have lots of things tt happened too actualii..
it wun be great if i were to write evrytg down here...boriing...
n TODAY liverpool vs singapore...m i right peepes?
adik gg so njoy urself bro!=))

N A HaPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ITAH!
smoga dpnjngkan umo dmurahkan rezki dan diberkati allah selalu...
insya'allah..aamiinn...
N May ue success in evrytg tt ue do n may all ur wishes come true...
ILY babe..
n sorry...birthday present pending...

N A HAPPY 28th anniversary habby gemok...
i noe we love each other...altho mom have been the problem of all..
n we will both help each other in proving her tt wht she tinks abt miie is rong...
ILY alot..n no matter how bad a situation may be,i PROMISED ue tt i wun leave ue..
We both need each other...
n please dun make this as a temporary relationship..
cos evrytym we fought,there is onlii two words tt came out from ur mouth,BREAK UP!
n tt isn't wht i want...
ue knew ue regret..n so pls dun do it again...
ILYSM hubby!
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Wednesday, July 22, 20099:06 AM
down with fever n flu...
i wish i am unwell all the time...
bf ue treated extremely different yesterday...
haha...ue knew i sacrificed alot despite all the shits we had gone thru..
but ur mom is the problem to all..
i might be boyanese but i am not like what she tinks i m...
yes indeed i was down...
hello!saper bole accept...
i noe too early tt she has not been accepting me now and then..grr...
anywae,as ue said,we take it slow..
n ue knew too how my family is like...

n with 3 daes mc means i'll be bored...
but will come to school on thursday if possible if im well enuf...
will onlii start werk on sunday..yes uhh!!
n yess i tot of quitting werk tp mcm syg gitu...
haha...
i noe bf will help miie out but tkd confident dong...
zura,ue shuld undrstnd..=))

n to 1 of my long lost fren,
imy!n i hope to chat with ue soon...=))
hope ue r doing well...
owaes tot of ue....hoping ue wuld call or sthg..hehe...

n2 BF!
imy!
TOMORROW is our BIG dae...
N for itah too!!
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Sunday, July 19, 200912:06 AM
Yapsaeyo!!
hey peeps..it's been somr tym since i last updated my blog..
haha..
anywae,been bz...
werk,school,werk,school...
my routine for the tym being...
missg family soo much...
sedih seii...sometyms feel like cryg thinkg of them at werk..
asal luhh aku emo nahh?
haha..
anywae werk is practically great=))

n2 4 more daes to 23 July 2009..
will be MASHITAH's 18th birthday n 28th monthsary..

But indeed it won't be soo much fun...
i dunnoe y but evry tym when it is near to our monthsary,
there will surely sthg tt we will quarrel abt..
dammit!
undrstnd miie n i'll undrstnd ue too..
asshole!ue r being too much...grr!

n TOMORROW!!
BURSARY here i come..hehe
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Tuesday, July 14, 200911:51 PM
Sometyms things doesn't happen like how we wnt it to be..
hehe...
1st dae of werk n came 5 mins late...
get a scolding..yaya!
nxt,big size uniform..hello!im supposed to wear XS and not M...
grr...my job scope is ticketing...phew...
but indeed there are alot to be learn next..
n werking with aunty sux big tym..
wth!??nakk step aner nyer besar nak mengaja org..grr...
anywae,get over n done with..
hehe....'training' will just be for the meantym..
once im used to it,evrytg will be fine...
bear with it saleha...
anywae,i tot tt the place r beong conquered b more aunty2 than young teenage...
but instead there lots n lots of them..
young ones...grr...im one of them...
n most are made up of malay..hehe...tkp..gerek..
altho we r in different section...
anywae,it's tiring,bored...
i swear it's not a difficult nor ez job..
figure it out yourself..
n the image of hubby,mom,da,n adik kip flashing in my eyes...
i miss them lots..
sobs!!!
that's all for todae peeps...
tml school!!n stupid physio..damn!
n i want to meet love!!
sobs...
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12:22 PM
Yapsaeyo!
currently in class...bored..
moody...
sthng is rong with me sumwer theses daes...
not in a good mood tho...
i realised it..
anywae i dun giv it a damn...
it will heal soon...
for someone,believe me...
im not someone whom ue tink i m...
My future is nt dark...
i will make it bright...insya'allah...
being here in ite have not made me tink tt i screwed up my life...
so yeah,ue better open up ur eyes on me...
haha!
i m sure to let ue see who i m in the future...
maeb i m lyk wht ue tink...
but i m sure it wun be that bad..mark my words...
i noe how i wana build my future...=)
look up for yours first bro...
haha
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Monday, July 13, 200911:36 PM
Yapsaeyo!
VIVO-ing todae...again as usual..
but indeed,spent quite a lot on arcade..haha
erm..tt was rather surprising...i dun like arcade isn't it?hees..
but a stupid game makes miie stuck with it..hees..
watched Ice age 3 again but in 3d this tym round...
hees...not much difference i swear..
but2 there was some 'scene' tt happened in the cinema...
haha...fights between patrons??haha!bullshits realii..
anywae..good dae,great fun,tiring dae,quite a bad dae too...
not feeling good...
pay had not been credited..AGAIN!!aarghx!
tomorrow strt werk..thnk goodness..
hubby ask miie out for drinks on saturday..I WANT IT!
but indeed if i need to werk,a simple good bye to it..
lau tk ponn,tawn uhh ue..haha
Itah get a job in gv..congrats babe...
aku yg duer kali apply tk dpt..
n i miss lots of things now...
head spinning,tired n not realii in a good mood..
but is till have the mood...
besok mcm mls nakk gi skola!
haha..
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12:12 AM
Yapsaeyo!
Najib is soo undecisive..
verii verii verii...
dunnoe wht to eat,wht to do,wer to go n dunnoe wht to buy...
haha!!damn ue we waste alot of tym...
haha!!
in the end,caught a movie...
went around bugis..
soriie uhh ue...
todae used quite a sum of ur money..hees...
my tym will to treat will definitely come...
IMY loads...

NO SHITS , NO FIGHTS!!
NO QUARRELS TT IS WHT I WANT..
smile3...mae we owaes be this wae..
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Saturday, July 11, 20099:55 PM

Yapsaeyo!
Ice Age 3 is superb hilarious...
cute,a lil bit boring but AWESOME!
watch it peeps...
anywae,thx to aunt for treating me n bro..hees..
missed fireworks for todae but nvm...

Pay has not been credited...
Damn it!!
please3...tell miie the latest is mondae....
need $$$...grr....

Next week,
start work(yess uhh!!)
CAs(dammit!!)
bursary(here i come!!)

debab..looking forward to meet ue tml..
i miss ue terribly..
n i dun mind watching the movie over again..=))
hees...

n to my fren,
realii great to chat with ue again..
i swear been waiting for this moment...
been a while since we last chat...
missed ue tapii takot dong nakk ckp...
owaes hope nue will start a convo..bt it semms ue dun..
grr...malunyer..=))

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Friday, July 10, 20095:53 PM
When Ups are just for a moment...
n when we have to face downs now and again..
When Love isn't perfect...
When Life isn't perfect...
When evrytg turns simply wrong in a glimpse of an eye,
Stress will kills us all!
But yet,
When we are facing the downs,
there are something tht will definitely
makes us feel fine..


A short meeting with gfs...
3 hrs but yet we still have lots of fun..
A source of my happiness...
never fail to make miie laugh...
a bunch of ppl i love!!

Indeed i have lots of other loved ones
they are those who have been my happy pills...
Family,Till death do us apart,ILY N IMY all!
Fernvale Legacy,IMY guys!
Bishan GFs,ILY loads!
Boon Lay Peepos,Nice Noeing Ue Guys!
Bf,never failed to make miie smile and teared!


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Thursday, July 9, 20096:22 PM
Yapsaeyo!
today have been absolutely perfect and great..
school is great...
and2 thx darling for your 'invention'..
it's rather random yet teacher tends to like it...
heehee..
tak sia2...
credits to zura for the sketch and shima for the presentation..
haha!
and2...CA next week..assignments finally done!!
2 MONTHS TO EXAM AND RAYER!
NEXT MONTH FASTING MONTH!!( puaser dok! )
and 8 MORE MONTHS AND GRAD!! ( per lamer!! )

and now, missing hubby soo much...grr...damn ouhk..
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Sunday, July 5, 200911:57 PM
Goodbye holidays!!
Welcome Baq school!!

i will definitely be busy...
tons of project works..
searching for job,hopefully i get it..
simply evrytg...
n yes!!!
I WILL RECEIVE MY BURSARY!!
YOOHOO!!

n will be miising zamir for 10 daes...
endure it dude..
ue will do fine...take care..
wil surely be missing ue botak!!
tkcr in camp=))
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Saturday, July 4, 200912:16 AM
I have never tot tt i will tink of blogging first ti=hing when i rch home..
haha!awesome2 dae!

first n foremost,eversince NEL is being launched,
i swear tt this is the first tym i stepped or rather went to chinatown statn[?]
or maeb i did long2 ago..
anywae,was supposed to go to the court for my dear cuzzie's case..
like of course im so 'jakon' when i stepped in the court...
i went 'WOW!sha..gerek per aku dpt g court."
n hell yeah,,she laughed at my reaction..damn!!
n oso a dae when i met my my long lost uncle n small cuzzies...missg them lots..
n looking at afai being handcuffed was realii saddening..
bt alhamdulillah dier dpt probation...
adik..dun do anytg stupid again ouhk?
Welcome home n been missg ue for 3 weeks..
n sha,forget abt wht ur mom said...haha!

Was supposed to go for an interview but im late...
will go on mon..
anywae,spend the dae with my love...
thx dear for gg al the wae to town...
n2 aku luper luhh seii maner wisma(PECAH SAK AKU!)
haha...
shared a few stuffs abt our past...
n2 ue..
I LOVE UE LOADS NO MATTER WHT IS TO HAPPEN!
sweet kann?
ue r my friend,my sweetheart n my evrytg..
haha...

2 more daes to School..grr...

N to itah..thnk ue love for the post..
ily loads!
thnk ue for being tere for miie...
tt same goes to all my gfs too=)
especially zura!
meet3!!
hees..
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Wednesday, July 1, 200911:52 PM
Cry!Cry!Cry!
I wonder whether ue r soo heartless...
m i being with someone hu is so heartless..?
I am not running after ur money...
I am here with ue still for the love tt we have built for the past 27+ mths.
This isn't a joke..
I am not like ur exs..
Ue broke ur promises...
N now im too stressed...
N ue aren't here with miie when im down..
Ue r all happy out tere..
Yes we r still as one..
but do ue feel anytg btwn us now n then?
Wer r ue when i need ue?
Ue r so heartless boy!
realii m!!
aarghx!='(
M i suppose to change?Or do we both need to change?
If i ain't good for ue n not being like her,
Ue ain't good enuf too...
would anyone be glad to be the first one hr bf threw vulgarities at?
to be controlled..
to listen to all his instructins now n then..
suffer the pain...
been pouring loods o tears for ue?
n it all happens because of HER??
n I AM NOT HER!
WE AIN'T THE SAME!
n yet im not giving up...
i still do have my patience...
oh boy..please change='(


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3:19 PM
We shouldn't have met
We shouldn't have cntct each other
We shouldn't just noe each other!
damn ue...
sungguh bertuah aku dpt mataer mcm ko...
baek punyer!!*clapsclaps*
anywae bkn ko srg jekk yg tau maki n mrh ouhk?
aku ponn manusia jgk..
aku jekk yg bt ko mrh...beh ko??Takk pena?

At this tym,this moment n this verii second
IM BORED TO DEATH!
tinking of wht to do..AARGX!

Random msgs:

Hym:kalau ko syg aku,balik skrg.
Me:aku tkle alik.aku da lng ibu aku alik lmbt.aku nk g mkn.N IF UE TINK UE STILL NEED ME,LOVE ME N IM STILL UR PRIORITY,I WAN UE TO B HM BY 11 N TOK TO ME SINCE UE REALII LOVE PLAYING E PC GAME..CAL ME WHEN UE R HM..(believe it or not,i said tt..yoohoo!n no replies!damn shit)

A FEELING OF NOT BEING APPRECIATED!!

n2 nga ddk2 psl bored kann...
i just realised sthg..
haha...
sha n iqah's phne num begins with 935
while mine n zura begins with 948..
cool keper?
haha..jakon sakk aku...
anywae,ts is wht happen when im bored.
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